"Now you know..."



The truth about teletubbies would hurt you if you had ever been a BIG fan of that masquerade shiete. Speaking about "hurt", im greatly hurt about certain events that occurred to me lately. Its been very very emotional and pressurising not to mention the feeling of depressed. I tried to shake it off and be logical about it, it kinda worked. Immersing myself amongst good friends and having dinner together with T, S and R :) was great. But then, it all came crashing down again.

I guess life's full of ups and downs, and currently, im feeling the heat - BIG TIME. As i sat there thinking, pondering, wondering what should i do. To go with Plan A (little risk, high cost) or Plan B (high risk, little cost). Typo error? NOT. Im a man who takes calculated risk and thus went for Plan B. Insya'allah, all will go well today as i got 13 hours left before "deadline".

On a more random note, as i took the train at Bugis, i "bumped" into an pretty cute Indon girl who reminded me of a certain someone. Memories and such flushed back into my mind. Is this LOVE? Or is it just a one time fling, like i have always been feeling? I shall not be selfish. And its soooo hard to keep to my promise i made to myself. An ode to NMW. I'll get the car first honey, then we can go for a joy ride.

Its funny how you have the feelings for 2 people of very different personalities and style. Its like i never had a specific kinda girl.



My life was never meant to be "paradise". Not yet. But i could feel it coming, soon.

Pretty and cutely soon. Just like that Indon girl. ;)


Juliet-ed,
Bil