"Pauper living"

I'm living what the malays say "Kais pagi, makan pagi. Kais petang, makan petang." or something in that line. I'm living like a pauper now. Struggling to meet ends meet let alone basic necessities like food and water and petrol.

Work, i have but apparently, their pay days are on the 25th and 18th. And thats not good news considering the fact that i have almost nothing in my wallet now except my CashCard, a US$5 bill and my ATM card which i rather not have it. Those were my M1. Liquid Cash. And i've got a bike instalment to pay on the 12th next month, it just keeps getting better. I know.

I know things will turn out for the better. Cause come Jan at least i will start my part-time job proper. ORDing 2 months before you could hold onto a stable job isnt really a good deal i realised and within a month, many shiete things can really happen. But what i'm looking forward to is March next year. Cause when that month comes, i'll be very very happy. I just know it. Coupled with my Birthday, it'll be the best birthday present that i could have ever given myself. I am certain about it.


There are so many great movies coming out this month and early next year. *sigh* But of course, i wont be so stupid and go spend my money on those cheap short term thrills. Cause i have a long term plan and it doesnt matter if i miss out on these short term stuffs. I know, when i hit my long term goal, i'll be buying those movies off the shelfs of HMV. No problems about that.

I'd rather be a pauper for awhile and be rich for the rest of my life, than to live just like any ordinary people out there. Always happy with life but frustrated, wishing that they could BE SOMEONE better. My time will come.

Just you wait.






If you want to succeed, learn from those who have,
Bil