"Pop the glock, the glock you pop"

I'm blogging this yesterday for today. Pre posting up a post. I dont wanna use the computer tomorrow, i mean today, Saturday. I've been using the computer for too long ever since i was even nearing ORD. Its about time i give me eyes some rest.

Some places gives us the ultimate personal time with ourselves. Its like a time to unwind and relax and whatever. And these places are sometimes the most common of all places in the comfort of our homes. For me, i have my bed where i'd snuggle up with my pillows (yes, about 3 of them) and my thick blanket with cartoon of black ants all over it. Its as if, its an Ants invasion when you cover yourself with it. Pretty cool actually. Anyways, i'd snuggle up ON my pillows and ruffle my blanket all over. Like a lion going round and round its "bed of leaves whatsoever" before sleeping or lying down. It feels nice, you should try it too. Very very comfortable. And sleeping at the bottom level of my double-decker bed makes the area even more snugglish. (:

Another place where i find solace is in the toilet. Yes, you read my right - TOILET. You will find your own personal space there - sitting down at the toilet bowl and just staring blankly or reading newspaper or reading Archie comics or playing PSP or just listening to music while i'm doing my business.Ok, so maybe some of it are bad habits which i picked up when i was a little tyke. But bad habits die hard. And it'll prolly take Bruce Willis to sort me out better some day. But i guess, even he does it too. So we're kinda cool with each other really.

Its in the toilet that sometimes i sing too. Songs like Come What May, You're Beautiful just brings back memories of those times i was a bathroom singer. I dont do the bathroom singing thing anymore. I cant think of nice songs to sing. But yeah, those were the days. Lovely. Period.

All and all, you should find your own Solace Place or Quantum Of Solace if you'd like to call it. Some times, you dont have totravel to Bali, Bintan, Maldives, Paris etc etc to get the best out of yourself and feel good and nice. Sometimes, its just there. You're in it and you just dont realise it.

You just dont realise it....


Ahh... i've been uploading quite a number of pics on friendster and facebook. I'm not narcissist really. Its just that i find its about time to UPDATE my profile. I'm not like those people who have 100+ or 200+ pictures in their album, oh no, i'm not i them. I dont think that they're narcissist too. Maybe its just that they got more pictures to upload to UPDATE their friends with their lifestyle. For me, i'm just full of energy that i wanna share. Can you handle it?

Some people look good in pictures and some people look good in real life. Some both. I would say i'm not in any one of them. I've said it before that i'm no Brad Pitt or the Prom king runner up whatsoever. I'm not like them. I'd prefer to be the average joe. Honest. And please dont take this as reverse psychology or shiete. I do not want you to say "No lah, you look good actually blah blah blah..." or wahtever in that line. To be honest once again, i'm just average. Got a nose, eyes, mouth ears and yeah the stuffs normal people also have.


I've never really felt a person is U-G-L-Y. I dont know. Its just not me to judge them based on looks alone. In fact, i've hated people who are pretty good-looking NOT because i'm jealous but more of their attitude that disgust me. There's a saying that goes, "The way you look at a person is the way your heart looks at a mirror.". It means that we shouldnt be judging people based on how beautiful they are, what nice boobs they have, nice legs or how small their eyes are or how fat they are etc etc. How we perceive people to be like in an aesthetic sense, is actually an observation from our heart. If you say that others are ugly probably because you are arrogant, selfish or someone who thinks highly of one-self. Narcissist in fact. And thats the very same way how your heart is like.

You dont see a Holywood actor/actresses say "I'm the most beautiful of them all. The most sexy!" whatsoever. They would say, "Oh thank you. Btw, you look great in that dress/shirt too!" Or "Thanks. I have the best hairdresser in town. He fixed me up. He's the best.". Those gawd damn people who are earning big bucks and looking great are at least humble and dont think so highly of one self. in fact they praise others for making them look good. So why should we, pretty-good looking Singaporeans think so highly like we own Hollywood?

So the next time if someone says that you look ugly or whatsoever, just smile at them and say: "I hope that not what your heart is saying.". OWNAGE! Even if dont dont get you, never mind cause they'll probably go home and start thinking about what you say in their, yeah, Solace Space. :)





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