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    Tuesday, November 11, 2008
    "All that is take is one more chance."

    Love is unconditional.
    Love is a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
    Love is afterall, a commitment.

    ~~~

    I dont know much about love really. Whats it like to be love. I was never quite a fan of relationships, thinking that they're just kinda monkey love where you'd go steady for a few months and prolly 1-2 years than break up. Get together with another person, then the same cycle repeats itself. *sigh* I was still young back then. I had preferred freedom and doing guy's stuffs as compared to calling a girl up every single day asking how she is blah blah blah. I never liked the fact that you have waste your time on someone totally or most of the time that is.

    Its better to be alone than in a lousy relationship. Well, knowing i cant commit, i guess it'll be lousy anyways.

    Many a times people have told me that "Its better to have love and lost than to never be loved at all.". Its weird, cause when you lose the love, its gonna hurt you. I dont like getting hurt, neither do you i suppose. Although I have liked quite a number of girls in my past 7 years of teenage life but i have never really thought of commiting to them. I have let some people down, it felt bad. I have ran away from a girl back in scondary school who approached me and said whe "wanted to get to know me better.". It felt weird and stupid. Here was a scrawny little guy and you wanna get to know him? Come on, give me a break. So i told her "NO." and hid among the crowd of people buying drinks.

    Maybe i was shy. Maybe i wasnt interested in her. Maybe she's not my type. Maybe i was just plain stupid. Maybe i was never ready to commit. Maybe, I will never know. I was still young and little back then like i told you.

    But all and all, quote unquote, "I think there will be that special girl who i really feel like, wow, she's special. But i'm still getting that idea of what kind of girl I'd want to be with for a long time.".

    ~~~

    Now that this is done, i'm back to making another recording. Chiao! Probably making 2 more. (:





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