"Its as certain as it gets."

Girls. Dont we guys ever love them? Sweet, cute, sexy, hawt, pretty and beautiful are just some of the words to describe them, physically. Yeah, i know, i like them too. But somehow, i just feel like they're boring. Girls are boring?! Yes. Thats what i meant.

I had always preferred going out with my guy friends. Hanging out with them, going home late, doing stupid things etc etc is just FUN. And just to clear the air, I'M NOT GAY. Its just that there are too many limitations when going out with the them. Maybe i'm just too adventerous and spontaneous and feels like that other girl must be one too. :(

Yada yada yada. Blah blah blah. Maybe its better to remain single where no one "disturbs" you and gives the green light for you to hang out with anyone anytime anywhere. But, yeah, i do admit, at times, i feel lonely and bored when the guys are busy with their GFs and/or work.




I've not been hitting the gym like i had planned to. Told some of my gym kakis that i'll meet them later but my later never came. Next day, i was down with the flu. Maybe its because i kinda didnt keep my promise. I feel like my fitness have deteriorated terribly, i can no longer do my 25 chin ups no more. Struggling even to do 20. WTF is happening to me?!

Not been eating right. Not been gyming. I'll freaking lose weight and be as light as a girl. Sheesh! That was precisely the reason why i bulked up during my JC days. I weighed 50kg and my female friend commented on my weight being so light like a girl's. 2005-2008 i hit the gym almost like everyday. Well, at least i tried to improve. And it did pay off seriously - i fit into nice tees and my weight increased to 65kg. But now, i'm becoming a lazy bum bum. So much so for my target of doing 30 chin ups and reaching 70kg before ORD.

Yeah riggghhhhtt.....i'm just bullshittin' myself. Is there no one out there who could motivate me back?





Cliff of dover is dope,
Bil