"An ending fitting for the start."

I'm down with the flu and back aches. Not to mention with the irritating ulcer by the side of my left lower lip. Life's been pretty monotonous lately and yes, monotonous = boring. I'm seriously running low on moolahs and so i'm scrimping and saving till my next pay arrives WHICH i hopefully includes the additional $200 that i earned for getting a GOLD in my final year IPPT (read earlier earlier post).


I still cant get over the fact that my haircut sucks. TTLYZ. I feel like a noob with this haircut. People go for haircut to look good and most importantly FEEL good. But i dont feel a shit on any goodness out of this haircut. Had to wear a cap out to town or wherever after every ride. I miss my old bushido sideburned hair. *sobs sobs*

We all have things that when worn, gives us confidence. I've got my confidence tee, my confidence shrit, my confidence shorts, pants, cap and hairstyle to say the least. You'd probably have yours too. Your utmost favourite undies i guess could be included in the same category. Or that hawaiian bikini you bought from New Urban Male? Yes, that too.

Anyways, being sick makes me feel all puny and skinny and stuffs. Slipping into the i-feel-small depression mode. *sigh sigh sigh* I dont like being skinny. I'm not anorexic. And i dont want to be labeled as one when the time comes, which i feel i'd rather stuff my myself with all the hamburgers in the world just to become fat. Fat is good. Skinny's out. And so is the skinny jeans era. Period.


Will be back for more interesting posts. Now i'm kinda tired. Happy fasting y'all once again.

Tired mind body soul,
Bil