"If i got you, i dont need money."



Its sad knowing that you know the problem but you are powerless to do anything about it, to remedy it. We were working out fine and suddenly, just my luck, it didnt work out once again. Dejavu? Somewhat like that i feel...Not the first time, but many times i suppose. Countless. Infinite. Over reacting here.

I'm just disappointed that my computer is not working again. Despite the fact that i TRIED to reboot it. To reformat it. All to no avail. Now all i can do is wait for either a new computer to be bought OR to lug the god damn thing to Sim Lim and get it repaired...again.


For the record, i'm at my 4th out of 16th practical lessons for my bike license. 1/4 already!! Sweet. Just 4 weeks ago, i was still struggling with Low Speed Control and failed twice. Buto. 1st was because i sucked, and 2nd was because the stupid L car in front of me, jammed brake and i skidded. No worries here dear readers, i'm fine. No scratches, no bruises. Call me superman if you like. Next week's my 5th lesson and i'm soooo looking forward to it. Gotta perfect it. Dont want to keep coming back for stupid same ol' lessons eyy?


Do i look THAT young? I know i'm going to reach 20, the BIG 2-0 soon but yet, i have people mistaking me as some boy. Hello?! Do i look kiddy to you? These defined biceps and chest arent here for a school boy ok? Its for abang-abang besar (Big Brothers) and hell to the NO am i THAT angry at people calling me young boy. It makes me feel young knowing that all my laughter and jokes, have indeed made me young at heart mentally and physically. Damn, the girls are sooo gonna be jealous.

In 1 day, i got comments from 2 different strangers thinking that i'm some young punk. 1st was at BBDC. This dude who was taking the same lesson, asked me "Hey, which school you're from?". I was thinking for a second, "Is this guy serious asking me this question?" . So i replied, "I'm not schooling. I'm in NS. The Army. I'm 20.". And He went like "Woah! You dont look 20 man. I thought you still schooling." It turns out that this guiy is actually 18 years old and jsut starting Poly life. He didnt look that young and i thought he was 20. Funny.

Soon laters, i went to a VCD/DVD shop near my place and asked for the DVD Troy. You know the Greek wars movies. Nice and awesome that movie, so i wanted to buy it. The sales assistnat came up to me and showed me the DVD. She looked at the cover and then asked me, "This is NC16 you know. How old are you?" 2 other sales assistant were looking at me at that time too. I smiled, and calmly said, i was 20. The 3 of them started smiling and sort of laughing at themselves i guess. Dammit! NC16 and you still gotta ask me?! Do i look like a 15 year old boy? Secondary 3 shit. That was back in 2003 man! been there, done that!

I guess its a blessing to be looking 5 years younger than you officially are. I think i must have gotten it from my parents, they look younger than their age. Nice. Imagine, the boy who doesnt grow old, physically. Just like Peterpan. (: Its not a sign of immaturity but more of a sign of healthy living and a living a content and happy life. Laughter has gotta be the Immortal Potion no doubt about it.


I'm your Peterpan,
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