"Uncertainty steps to play"

Its day 2 of the new batch and i'm soo not recovered from the memories from the 1st. They were the BOMB! I must sadly say that its rather true that the JC batch of recruits are somewhat too boring. They werent as wild or as on as the "Poly Intake" like my last batch. Am i judging them too soon? I think so. Its soo unfaitr of me but sometimes, i just feel that i'd rather take my previous batch forever. Fun, exciting & loads of stories to share.

There i go again - being selfish. If i dont let them go, they'll never become what i want them to be, that is - Sergeants and Officers. Its these simple moments that i shared with my recruits that make me treasure whats good in zulu and throw out the trash out of the 3rd floor window. (3rd cause thats where my platoon was currently located.)

I'm s.a.d. I'm too emo. I contradict my good ol' self too much. Doing things that i want to do but yet, complaining about them or other things that will happen. Stupid! Call me whatever you want me to, but its true. I'm too attached to my 1st batch... And i have yet to receive the Platoon 2 tee that Private Azman and Private Wei Liang designed. Topman tee lei!! Dont play play... Its top quality for a top commander. Haha. (if any of my ex recruits reads this, they would agree dont y'all think so??)

Seriously, i've not been too ON or enthu to mix around with my recruits like i used to be. Why? Why? Why? There is no drive, no passion left in me. Except maybe until i get to once again, meet up with my fellow Private Soldiers (makes me sound so General-ish), then i'd have thefire burning. But would that be a little too late?

God knows... god knows...






A Broken Drive,
Legend