"Its very defined and it mushes up my mind."

Its 0140H on a Sunday. Yes, im still blogging at this hour. I'm supposed to be in camp but i took a nights out yesterday and thus have to head back to camp 1st thing in the morning. Thats like taking the 0730H fast craft? Yeah. Pretty morning huh?

*BIG sigh*

My feeling's pretty mushed up right now. Half of me doesnt mind being in camp all these while (like 11 days already) and not seeing my family. But the other half of me wants to go book out and see the Hari Raya life outside and away from some hypocritic commanders. Yes. We do have such commanders here in my company. Sad aint it, living in a place where one is judged by seniority, education level and yes, physical aspect. I guess, its EGO we're talking about here. Man's ego is probably the BIGGEST next to slutty bitches out there.

I have my ego-trips too once in a while. But i guess, i'm learning how to take some time out from all those trips and do some extra overtime fixing my attitude. Its been 10min since i first started ranting and yet, you've read this whole (or almost complete) post in like 1-2min?

By the way, update on recruits: They're fun and sibeh ON ala ah beng. Is great to see 3 different types of characters as a platoon level. Guess, we learn something new everyday dont we?