"Bros before Hos."

I aint gonna lie. I'm telling you, i'm no boyfriend material. Serious. Its like i can't bring myself to liking a girl. Any girl i tell you. Be it pretty, hawt, beautiful etc etc. I look around and i see couples here and there, and i'm like, "Cool! That dude's got a GF." and the next thing i'd say of is "Sad aint he. No freedom cause he's got a girl." Its pretty much of an irony or whatever you english geniuses call it. Well, even if i did have something going on with a girl., it'll just die out suddenly. Gone in like snapping-your-fingers-and-its-gone kinda gone Gone. Zilch. Kaput. Habis. Not once or twice, but like almost a lot. Yeah. Get the drift.

Just the other day, i wanted to catch a movie and thought of asking this certain girl out. Then i wondered, what do i wanna do after the movie? I'd probably go out, eat and eat and lepak and just hang around town like some wandering minstrel. So i finalized every options and decided to hang out with my guy friends instead. (FYI, i'm no gay.). It wouldn't be nice to bring a girl out for long long walks isn't it? She ain't no infantryman. I've done my 32km route march so it'll be of no problem for me. But for the little chick... hmmm... not to sure tho.

To be honest, I just feel much better being around my guy friends cause we get to talk cock and do stupid stuffs (like taking loads of skinny straws from Starbucks). With a girl, you've gotta be Refined man. That's refined with a capital R. I can't grab a handful of straws from Starbucks and be happy about it can i?? Wonder what will she say....?

She'd go: "Bil, what are you doing?".
Me: "Err...taking straws. This COOL skinny straws?" *thumbs up with a smiley face*.

BAM WHAM! And that'll probably be my last outing with her. Cause she'll think i ain't cool. Even if i told her i am the Eskimo Cool kinda guy, she wouldnt believe. But guys, its real cool right??? I know you some of you guys out there will agree with me. No? C'mon! SKINNY STRAWS! Where else can you get them?! At STARBUCKSZZ!!!

I'm really not too sure why i started this post, but i was just thinking about it yesterday when my guy friend was telling me and me other friend how leceh it is to have a GF nowadays. The money & time spent and the usual its-a-guys-thing..... all gone. *Poof!* Just like magic. Its lovely to have someone of a different gender to listen to your problems at times, they just love listening to it. Its like i like helping some of my girl friend's guy problems. And so i guess its vice versa as well. Its a two-way thing you see... You need two hands to clap. The right hand knows the any other right hand better than the left.

Ok, bottom line, i'm just too young for all this lovely dovey stuffs. Its not in my book yet. Yes, i do like girls but i think at the age of 19, i've still got a looooonng way to go and enjoy me life AND do guy stuffs (like trekking & back packing) first before getting into all this mushy thingys. The again, mushy is nice... i like mushy.

Think about it.
Out.